okay, listen to THIS now (in another tab). then continue. this. is. my favorite song. in the universe. i force myself to wait between listenings.
i have been praying for and pleading for an epiphany, a new awakening. it's been too long. and i think i've found it, a little.
i can't tell you what it is.
maybe that's because i don't quite know what it is....yet.
i love being cryptic. don't you? no, i know, it's awful. so annoying. i know.
i'll know by the end of the month, though, and so will you. though i'm sure it won't be as monumental to you as it will to me.
i see two roads before me (immediate roads; we're ignoring the billions of eventual possibilities, for now). and, more than ever before, i love both of the roads. so much. i am entirely too excited at the possibility of either.
and maybe the best part of it all is this: i don't have to choose. HALLELUJAH! my year has been FAR too full of choices. such hard choices. and it is oh-so-liberating to think that it's not entirely up to me this time. i am going to do everything within my power to even the scale, and then it's up to Him to decide my future. and i trust His judgment a million times over my own.
this is good news.
and it's christmas.
and i love so many people. thank you for contributing to my glorious world. i want to tell you...all....how very treasured your existence is. someday, somehow.
and i want to hear your tales of cheer. or sorrow. or hope, or longing, or passion, or humor. i want to hear your soul's song across this expanse.
life is so many things. having plans is overrated. at least for me.
this adventure is incredible. PAZOW!!!
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